Shane Ramirez

Happy Mother's Day Mom, from your special angel above.

I want to say Mom,Thank You, for your unconditional love.

I am so sorry Mom, that I had to leave you here on earth. You took such good care of me Mom, ever since my birth.

Please Mom, it hurts me, to see you sad and cry. I really am happy Mom and I'm the handsome angel in the sky.

I am still here Mom, in everything you see and do. I am the sun shining in the sky when it is ever so blue.

I am the birds singing in the light of an early dawn. I am the smell of Daddys freshly mowed lawn.

I am the sound of raindrops, on your window pane. I am the rainbow, at the end of the rain.

I am the butterfly fluttering by with delicate ease. I am the sound of wind blowing through the trees.

I am the ladybug, found walking your arm one time in May. I am here Mom, thinking of you, on Mother's Day

Love, your Ange Shane

Sweet Angel Shane,

Always remember that you are in my prayers & thoughts.

I cannot tell you how I feel or there are not any words to express how I met such wonderful families on my babies site
and all the other beautiful families and their beautiful children. It is like I have known all of you for such a long time.
No matter which site I go to I read the whole life story of each child every time. Even though I have read them already.
That is why I feel like they are family to me. I also cry each and every time. I am trying to get back to each family that continue to write to my Joey. I just put my Mother in a Nursing Home and I am there everyday to feed her.
I was taking care of her for 5 1/2 months at home, until I could no longer do it by myself.
I am now taking care of my father, and I am just a mess. My father is starting to get the same thing as my mom. 
She has Alzmheimer's Disease and it is a nightmare. I have been a nurse for 38 years, when my baby was taken from me
I went out on medical leave and I did try to go back on 3 different occasion's and I could no longer do it I did not want to 
put my patient's at risk with my frame of mind. So I am still out on medical leave. Since my Joey, it took some time but, I did write a book.
I thought and prayed with all my heart that it would help many Mom's & families. I had to put everything on hold.
I had book signing, readings, etc. I am actually on my second book but of course I had to stop in the middle of writing and put that also on hold. As you know families of course come first.
I am still in mourning over my baby and will be until my time comes & I am reunited with my Joey once again. 
I am hoping with all my "heart" it will help others. You can also get any and all information at www.deborahdematthews.com
But I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for writing to my Joey.
To my dearest friend,
Love to each and every one,
Love,
Debbie/Joseph's Mom.  I also want everyone to know that any proceeds from the book is going to charity, school's, church's
any families that lost a love one unexpected, in Joey's name, to me it is keeping my Joey's name alive.
xxxooo
Precious Shane and Dearest Barbara, never forget you will always be in my daily prayers, and I hope beautiful Shane heard me this am.

      

                    

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